Mimi hushangaa sana na hii life. Between when we broke up and now, nimekuwa na warembo watatu. I don't think about them a single day in my life, lakini huyo jambazi must pop into my head 50 times a day. We broke up 5 years ago. Any relationship since her does not count somehow
You're a man. Stop telling people what you're going through. No matter how stressful it is. Solve your problems alone. Sympathy is only for women and kids.