anyways…
finally found a therapist who isn’t faith based
Probably not many more ramblings after that guy is in my life
wish things worked out
im gutted
i actually physically feel the pain of being heartbroken lol
how fuckin weak is that
glad no one will read this
App is dead
maybe no alcohol is the way
if i was drunk right now id be so fucking bad at controlling my reaction to being rejected by someone i was infatuated with
I am destroyed yeah but like id be belligerent if I drank right now
i need to respect the way things have happened
i will try