May 🍉

A mental illness rambling account | BPD (+ Cluster C traits) | OCD | MDD | Anxiety (GAD, Social Anxiety, Panic, C-PTSD) | EDNOS | BDD | 26 | help

[May 🍉 @openlyill]

mentally, i am a child that’s lost their parent at the supermarket

[viviana 🫀 @chipilonita]

being chronically ill and getting asked about what youve been up to is so embarrassing like “oh ive been rly focusing on making sure im eating and sleeping enough”

[hunter @3gpmh]

i once tried journaling but it looked like i was writing a suicide note

[Softboy @softboywin]

having sensory issues is so weird. how am I supposed to explain that I’m mad because the wrong lights are on?

[mars @bajablstdeeznut]

I wish I had a life

[🦷ray @fyomuncher]

for someone so scared of gaining weight and being fat i sure do eat a lot

[May 🍉 @openlyill]

I had an opportunity come up in January that is a step towards a dream of mine and nothing has happened since and the waiting and uncertainty is !!!!!!!!!! It’s the one thing I’ve wanted more than death and the waiting is wearing me down

[May 🍉 @openlyill]

It’s a “I don’t think I will ever find happiness, everything hurts and I want to sleep forever” kind of night

[MsLee🌷 (miyazaki’s LEGIT chosen prophet) @All_Lee24]

Post that kills people with OCD immediately like a deathblight proc

[سيدة @Ajoke__xx]

I often wonder if there will ever be a point in my life where I begin to feel as if I am actively living instead of passively staying alive .

[riri @chainsawdollie]

people keep asking me what i want to do for the rest of my life and i dont know what to say. i dont even want to be alive most of the time but u want me to pick a career