being chronically ill and getting asked about what youve been up to is so embarrassing like “oh ive been rly focusing on making sure im eating and sleeping enough”
I had an opportunity come up in January that is a step towards a dream of mine and nothing has happened since and the waiting and uncertainty is !!!!!!!!!! It’s the one thing I’ve wanted more than death and the waiting is wearing me down
people keep asking me what i want to do for the rest of my life and i dont know what to say. i dont even want to be alive most of the time but u want me to pick a career