Rikku🪽 -36.83 kg // -81.2 lbs

#edtwt 18+. 30m perpetually stoned anorexic. Background in healthcare, medical lab work, psych, & linguistics. Postbacc premed student. EN | DE | RU | YI ☭

[Rikku🪽 -36.83 kg // -81.2 lbs @opiumdiet]

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✨About + Threads✨
🖤he/him
🖤20s, mdni!!
🖤atypical anorexia
🖤premed & lab work
🖤fashion enthusiast
🖤books, crochet, art
🖤vegan for 8+ yrs
🖤edtwt only
🖤interact to be mutuals
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[vialynn⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @serendipityspo]

haven’t met a single weight goal i had for myself all month. feeling sad and fat. nonbinary shrug emoji.

[Rikku🪽 -36.83 kg // -81.2 lbs @opiumdiet]

My bf & I are really good with cats & we watch them often. He’s good with all pets though..my ex's dog Dima is sus of EVERYONE at first, even my ex's best friends who are always around. But he walked right up to my bf w/ no problem. Only person ever 🤷🏼‍♂️ that's prob a good sign💕

[Rikku🪽 -36.83 kg // -81.2 lbs @opiumdiet]

I’m watching a kitty with some medical issues so his parents can go out tn & apparently he’s afraid of men until he gets to know them for awhile. But he walked right up to me & my bf when we first met him. 😂 Now my bf is playing guitar for him & he’s chilling & licked me a bunch

[🤠 @heavensbvnny]

friendly reminder:

you can start anytime.

you can brush your teeth in the middle of the day. you can wash the dishes at 2am. you can do things outside the normal times assigned by society.

[Rikku🪽 -36.83 kg // -81.2 lbs @opiumdiet]

@GoatyTheQueen @honeykolaa def not something you wanna go through

[Ray Mond @AmberRayz]

this era of Cartoon Network is unmatched

[Rikku🪽 -36.83 kg // -81.2 lbs @opiumdiet]

stayed up all night thinking about how I make half of what I made in NYC yet my rent is double, but I'm lucky enough to live w/ my fiancé at his family home so we get help when needed..but i don't feel like I deserve this if all my friends can't have their own basic needs met too

[The Pink King @DayalSami]

Call me a hater but I think living in a world where both trillionaires and global poverty coexist is a sign humanity has failed as a species

[Fav ⛧ @Favwontmiss]

Undiagnosed ADHD symptom nobody talks about: The need to have subtitles on even when the audio is crystal clear, because if you don’t see the words, your brain treats dialogue like distant whale songs, beautiful but incomprehensible.

[‏ً @omgsidewalks]

SERIOUS QUESTION: Do you ever really get overwhelmed by how our current reality is a genuine dystopian nightmare yet everyone still acts like it is completely normal ??

[Rikku🪽 -36.83 kg // -81.2 lbs @opiumdiet]

..thnx to anyone reading this far. End of story is I hope to never have to work a shift that I absolutely know I can't handle ever again. I'm not scheduled to as far as I know, but the review to make that permanent is still in process. I fucking hate it here.

[Rikku🪽 -36.83 kg // -81.2 lbs @opiumdiet]

(thread) For the past year I haven't worked inpatient so my schedule was always 2pm to whenver i finished work (ranging from 10pm-1am on occasion). She asked if I was calling out, I should've said yes but I didn't want to do that to my coworkers. I told her I'd be in around 2pm..

[Rikku🪽 -36.83 kg // -81.2 lbs @opiumdiet]

..but I made it through what was one of the worst shifts of my entire life. I tried, I showed up, I panicked, & I still finished even when my coworker told me it's fine I could go back to the lab. The lupus flare after work was insane though 😭..