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relaxed don't say relax like that

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gets absolute so quickly

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pinpoint realization

dilated unknowing

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my judging

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my resistance

my struggling

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no [what I'm fixating on isn't the universe]

no [what I'm fixating on isn't the mind]

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dropping a lit flashlight into a well

waiting for a sound as the light shrinks to a dot and disappears

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leaning forward into serpentine expression

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I almost

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fried head?

drowned gut?

trampled heart?

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the anti-sickness sickness

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nothing resolves in the mind of gOd

the mind of gOd is where nothing starts or ends

through perspectives, I sense myself start

through beliefs, I fear I can end

in confusion, I believe bad can start and bad might end me

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I'm playing chess, pondering my next move

I'm submerged in a limitless flood, and I realize I'm breathing underwater

as I'm playing chess and pondering my next move, a bead of water runs down my forehead

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gOd is not me exclusively and is me entirely

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speechless

clueless

flatfooted

fading

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voicing thoughts instead of voice

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my opinion is no big deal

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hang in there

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experiencing mental activity (e.g. avalanches and crashing waves) through the mindset of an organism ("I can be harmed") and an ego ("bad things can happen")

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the unpredictable delay between a situation's arising & clarity about it

peace, respect, and humility as instruments to fly by until the fog clears

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taking refuge in concentration