♡ Jess Marie ♡

Serving, loving and committed to God 🙌🏻💗🙏🏻
On a healing journey 🌌
⭐✨ not a bot 💫🌟

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

Yes, I'm deleting the app

Y'all can creep and talk about me all you want.

God's watching you though 🤷🏼‍♀️
And if I have learned anything in these recent months, He is truly a Just God.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

You have no place in my life when it comes to true love.
You're just a distraction.
You have only fed my bad patterns.
It's been fun while it lasted, but fun is not the definition of life.
Goodbye, X.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

I am ready to be loved and I am ready to love.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

I seriously loved you with all of my heart, mind and soul.

[liminal @Liminal1988]

You handled it so well.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

Honestly what I had to accept.
I know I behaved in ways I wish I didn't because of my trauma and survival instincts, but I had good intentions and it came from a place of love.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

Absolutely.
I love love.
I cannot wait to pour my love into the one who deserves it most.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

I know what I bring to the table and I am worth it.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

I am strong.
Today I realized that I already left everything I knew before and started over 10 years ago.
And now I am doing it all over again...
I have done this once before and I can do it again.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

Omg...Thursday was all about loving me and knowing I'm good enough... Swear this X page is my actual thoughts.

[thoughts. @wordpostdaily]

friday...

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

Wow.

[thoughts. @wordpostdaily]

thursday...

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

Waking up and doing 30 minutes of stretching and lymphatic drainage has been the best choice so far.
Feels so good.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

Honestly have to do that tonight. It's been a bit.

[Nunnie The G @NunnieTheG]

sometimes you've gotta just lay on your bed and stare at the ceiling and talk to God about everything in life that feels heavy and tell Him that you trust Him even though nothing makes sense right now.

[Celestara @celestaracosmos]

You are too full of love to be someone’s maybe.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

The Enemy barely has a hold on me anymore. More of my flesh does.
That's how I know that specific fear of not wanting to leave is what fed the Enemy.
That fear is no longer available and I have felt so much better.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

I should have left when my intuition told me...but dangit...my hope of people can change turned me into a worst version of myself which made them not even want to change...
I knew I needed to leave... I was just scared ...
And that fear is what the Enemy fed on.

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

I took it because I didn't want someone else to feel the burden.
But man, just realized how often he and I would fight after games because he couldn't admit that he was the reason the vibes weren't high...
Like stop talking to your woman that way?

[♡ Jess Marie ♡ @optijessprime]

Screaming thank you to God for guiding me to this group of gamers.
I have been laughing with so much freedom.
For literally years now I was getting just yelled at when it was clearly someone else's fault something didn't go right..