I let of the person who cares for me pero broke and does not think on the same wavelength with me. Iniwan ko siya completely para sa isang responsible 30 yr adult na laging dumidistansya pag frustrated. Putangina.
San Jose may feel like "new" after almost 6 years but this place shouts as my home: a place which doesnt feel new but gives comfort like all those things happened yesterday.
i keep having a hard time coping up with changes that keeps on happening in my life and thats my weakness. i knew it now and i should keep up with it. now.
na i need to choose happiness. na i have no friends to have my heart that deep so i should keep my own journal and be happy on my own. na s*x is something i shouldnt think about. na i need to stick on m principles until the end or bend if i needed to
to reflect before i do my pahingurag na review, natuto na ako na maging kalmado. na huwag mabnghusga. na huwag maging masyadong proud. na ibaba ang pride. na mag focus sa pangarap. na people can wait. na im worthy to be loved by myself. na i need to move forward.