also trying to focus on school and trying to rediscover the joy in doing things that used to make me happy because life felt tasteless again and ive been in suffering from low mood for a VERY long time so i wml that i dont relapse
decided to end my internship next month because:
a. no prospect of being a full-timer
b. mentally and physically tired of it
c. i kinda hated it (stayed for the money)