dia ⚘ semi recovery

〚 21 ✧ they/them ✧ bmi 14s ✧ edtwt ✧ dni minors & fatphobes 〛

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

i feel so fat now that im not bmi 13s anymore

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

if i have to live with my parents and eat 6 times a day i might as well at least try to recover a little bit instead of just wanting to die

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

FINALLY DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL AND I AVOIDED A MENTAL HEALTH ADMISSION 🎉

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

one of the nurses just read todays blind weight out loud in front of me. Okay!

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

oh my fucking god the girl they just brought in on the bed next to me is also on ED protocol and is fucking sitting here recording recovery influencer type awareness videos after blasting a movie full volume for the whole ward to hear for 1+hr. could you be ANY more annoying????

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

seeing this while currently hospitalised🤩 actually fuck off

[dandelion °❀ ࿔ @dandelionteabag]

all • roads • lead • to ~ inspo 𖹭

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[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

i'm so fucking hungry they literally upped my feed today but i feel like im starving i would rather eat than do this shit any longer. still havent seen a dietician or really anybody and its day 3 in hospital

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

if i went in here at bmi 13.7 what do we think theyre making me gain to

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

desperately want tea and solo zero and a margarita. but im not even allowed water

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

time to get fat

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

got admitted. will be tubed for 5 days. kms. they are going to make me so fat and then im going to have to lose it all again instead of getting better 😁

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

the ed service is NOT ghosting me they just got me a last minute assessment appointment for this morning when i was going to have to wait a month 🔥🔥🔥 and they told me im being treated as high priority lmao

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

so the ed service is ghosting me and the psych guy was really socially awkward and got on my nerves

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

initial psych appointment tomorrow and im already planning to not go back for a 2nd one 💀 + i'm meant to hear back from the ED service tomorrow but we'll see if that even happens

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

@blossomkc4ls that makes sense, tbh it isn't Really worth the cals but if you ever get to try it i think they're pretty good

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

@blossomkc4ls tbh i just think the sf pasito tastes not even remotely like the full sugar so it's disappointing </3 and i do tend to prefer citrus flavoured drinks in general

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

initial psych appointment tomorrow and im already planning to not go back for a 2nd one 💀 + i'm meant to hear back from the ED service tomorrow but we'll see if that even happens

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

@wineorexic yesterday someone told me her old boss would drink a 4 pack of redbulls every single day and im still thinking about it... you're kindred spirits

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

hobbies include: making tea and immediately burning my mouth on it because i'm impatient

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

@silversirene @odetoh1m notably, i am not bragging online about being better than fat people for having an exercise addiction

[dia ⚘ semi recovery @orangecalsss]

this is not the flex you think it is lol

[anabelle ৎ୭ @silversirene]

It’s funny coming on social media to see people whine about being fat & not having time to exercise when I worked from 11am-9pm yesterday, went to the bar to watch the game with friends after, yet still burned 5,000 calories