caz

lwk diary

[caz @orcaz0]

why is suicide embarrasing like i was about to black out but heard my mom come up and i rippet off thiss stupid belt it literally even had a rigged ass buckle now i cant speak and my neck hurts so much icant put it on agaib Shigh myhead

[caz @orcaz0]

everyones losing weight im jelly but actuakky kinda not but i was stil able to make myself some salmon alone and eat it im kinda proud so frick you pro ana

[caz @orcaz0]

im stressibg sm just for my doctor to tell me im maintaining bruh how mu h do i need

[caz @orcaz0]

IM TIRED OF PRETENDING I LIKE MY DC SHOES THEY DONT EVEN FIT

[caz @orcaz0]

being skinny fits me but i honeslty just tell myself ill kill myself so its ok i will gain weight and did so no guilt hHa ive already gained like 5kg but its ok ill DIE ILL DIE

[caz @orcaz0]

hey brain let me recover so i can drink without piss guilt

[caz @orcaz0]

sighhhhh…..irgh like
i only had one little crumb of bread for breakfast…. hehehee…. sigh… care about me! care about me! give me attention GIVE ME ATTENTION SIGH ONLY A CRUMB ONLY A CRUMB ATTENTION

[caz @orcaz0]

never have i ever thought of saying some bullshit like “i didnt eat breakfast” i wanf people that say that to die

[caz @orcaz0]

i got the hate everyone else and call people disgusting with ana instead of the project ana to other people type anorexia

[caz @orcaz0]

every since this year started i have been very pain

[caz @orcaz0]

my ddad keeps calling me sick in the head

[caz @orcaz0]

mid ed i cut off all friends because having ana is popular and all of them had something with that and was always telling me or reposting about it it slowly like spread like a disease and it hurt so much i blocked everyone because they all had some connection to ed

[caz @orcaz0]

reading my old dc messages i can see where i slowly and slowly got an ed like “im cutting out sugar “im doing this waist workout” mia stop no mia mia stop stop

[caz @orcaz0]

anyone dm:(? :( :( no.ok:( :(

[caz @orcaz0]

i mean iwoulda grabbed one if i wasnt milk allergic but therr wouldnt be any left for me anyway s hahajaha

[caz @orcaz0]

the ither ppl in this hospital is pure gluttony this bowl of chocolates gets eaten up by these kids parents in two seconds

[caz @orcaz0]

i wanna get out i miss my budgies:(

[caz @orcaz0]

nah it dont matter i just wannan die

[caz @orcaz0]

I wanna be bmi 13 again so iwill kill myself because i cant annymoroeoerke sad face sad sad

[caz @orcaz0]

Nex time