@m1ssingnote was at that part a year ago or so and even today, i still feel like im still behind with people. i dont know what got me back to my feet this summer, but it was probably a bit of me lowering my standards over time and relearning my own current strengths.
guess i have to do no mic streams from now on because bg noise is annoying even with noise suppression :((
ill also try to invest in a webcam somehow to compensate