LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖

ᖇEᗩᒪ ᒪIᖴE ᑌᑎIᑕOᖇᑎ 🍓

love snoopy, cute stuff, POSITIVITY, love, wishing happiness!!! 🍎🤹‍♀️

🦸‍♂️tiktok: oswaldslunch

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

Hit the SLAY button!!! 🗣🗣🥰🥰💖💯🙏🙏 #recovery

[💜 @purpleskr20]

he looked really cute here

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

@skinnyoverload THANK YOUUUU I HOPE HE IS TOO!!! 🙏💖🙏🙏🙏🙏💖💖

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

On a positive note, I checked Tinder for the first time in a million years and saw that I matched with a 6'3 guy who looks like blonde Orlando Bloom please pray I don't scare him away!! 😭😭😭

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

@AnemicAngel777 LOVELOVELOOOOVE OMG I HAD NO IDEA THESE EXISTED!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

I've met so many cutie sweetie June bugs these past weeks!!! 😭😭💖💖😭 They're so chunky and cute, and I love feeling them crawl in my hand before I put them back outside when they accidentally get in. I think they're real life forest fairies 💖💖🙏🙏💖🙏

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

@KozKozYaa Me too!! 😭😭🙏 THANK YOUUU!!!💖💖

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

-at note, I'm happy the feeling I felt didn't last forever!! 🙏🙏💖 And that tomorrow I can wake up with a better outlook with the lessons I learned from today's uh, moment! 😂

Bad feelings happen but they really never last, and it's not the beginning of the end!! 🙏🙏💖🦄🥰

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

B/p'd after this, but my relief lasted maybe 10 minutes, not the whole session!!! REFLECTION IS WORKING!! 🙏🙏🎉🎉❗️❗️

I know where my pain is really coming from, and it helps take away the power b/p had over my happiness. I hope this revelation helps some of you!! 💖💖🙏

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

I know I've done progress with my recovery. But I still feel bad at it. I don't even hate my body or want to lose weight but I'm still burning off everything I eat every day and planning my b/p's because I feel anxious and unsafe when I stop. Like I have no will to live.

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

Honestly, I felt better once everyone went to sleep and I was alone. I felt good in the first few bites, but once I was full the feeling of the weird food combination in my stomach was horrible. And I just felt exhausted and sick after purging, way worse than before! 😵‍💫

On th-

[Real @DixonCider42069]

@Skepticalmoid

[Eggroll 🐻‍❄️ @EggrolarBear]

buh..,,,, wha???

[BearyDales @BearyDales]

the bear of pure jolly and whimsy

[dani @teamrobsten]

🤏🏼

[gabriel @pattinsonactor]

happy pride month to superbat

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

-what I'm starting to suspect. However, I'm not thinking about it. I'm really ignoring it. I'm ignoring that there is no hope. I'm actually not really here. And if I'm not here, and I don't really exist, then I don't really have any problems. "Are you OK?" I'm not here.

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

I know I've done progress with my recovery. But I still feel bad at it. I don't even hate my body or want to lose weight but I'm still burning off everything I eat every day and planning my b/p's because I feel anxious and unsafe when I stop. Like I have no will to live.

[LUCINDA!! 🦄🌈🙆‍♂️💖 @oswaldslunch]

Usually I would just b/p when I start thinking about this. But I can't yet, so I'm trying to talk about it here and hope I can feel better and get it out of my head. Otherwise, I don't think I'll ever find a way to feel better that isn't just b/p'ing and walking. But that's-