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depression | thigh gaps and collar bones | need somewhere to release my thoughts ~recovered and wanting to relapse~

[sad ✨ @otheraria_]

Needed to pin this bc so goddamn true https://t.co/fsGVPHPMpL

[Q @quinnnnnnnny]

Crippling depression really helps you be grateful for the times you're only mildly depressed

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Useless

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It didn’t even work either, like how can I feel better if it didn’t even work

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0 days 😘 sorry mom.

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Found out my boyfriend thinks I’m fat too so it’s completely confirmed!! Why am I uncapable of starving myself!! 🎊🎊🎊

[sad ✨ @otheraria_]

Do you ever wish you could go back to your disordered days? Like sure I don’t cut myself anymore, but I was skinnier and prettier back when I did, and now I just cry and hate myself to be “healither” ??

[sad ✨ @otheraria_]

@macileant Been doing it for a year now, worked well for the outer appearance but has ripped my mental health to shreds, be careful 🖤

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@deadlylbs Wow, you are beautiful 🖤

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wow also better state that I joined here june 2016, didn’t just make this acc off tiktok so pls don’t judge me for following you, just looking for new actives if i’m back on my bs ✌️✌️

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Also been “showering” for an hour now, meaning sitting on my bathroom floor in sadness mode lol

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like why do I wish I was more mentally ill when I'm feeling better?
why can't I just enjoy being in a functioning state for a bit?
why do I miss the hurt?

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OHMYGOSH I havent been on here in over a YEAR wow #proud of myself , and THATS on being recovered

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Like things were so much less complicated when I was outed as depressed and now i’m like just some fake bitch who tries to trick myself like wtf

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WOW. My goal weight on here was 94. I am fucking TWENTY POUNDS (of fat, not muscle, i DIDNT gain muscle) over what waaasss my gw and that just really put me in my bag

[sad ✨ @otheraria_]

Do you ever have those days where you’re like wow when did I let myself get so fat && would rather go back to being sad and skinny than kinda mentally okay //faking it and fat? Because me rn. And no one knows lol

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Wow I miss this account man

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@nickjcss Matthew gray gubler // Reid from Criminal minds ☺️

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a simple question, why is everyone so much prettier than me?

[mills @itsmillieiguess]

me: expresses any type of emotions

don’t say it
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me: sorry i’m being weird just ignore me lmao ill be fine soon

[sonya @fvckmythighs]

I hate how fucked up this sounds but part of me wants to be super unhealthily skinny, part of me wants to bruise easily and be cold and the damsel in distress