Sometimes I sit and get sad about things and then I say them out loud…
I was not bestowed with grace my dudes.
Only the reminder of why I should keep my mouth zippoed
@BATHSmusic when I do go on YouTube, I watch random people making perfect furniture out of bamboo or I watch Game Grumps like I’m 12.
Or I guess I like watching Kenji Lopez Alt make food with his camera on his head, sometimes giving small scraps to his dogs.
I guess I am ready to let go now.
I feel ridiculous holding on to something that someone else let go of a long time ago.
I just keep trying to find reasons to hold on and I only find how much it’s over.
And I wish I didn’t blame myself for it all & I wish you loved me still.
Riding the minute hand of the clock
and feeling the stagnation of time simultaneously
the Sun and Moon play hard to get
the way I do with my thoughts and desires
An eclipse is needed and in the works
@lizzo When the debt is not a looming weight, then frugally & wisely make sure that me & my family are set for the future. It’s really hard to think of the future with all the uncertainty. of course I wanna do big world things, but raising beautiful strong people around me is essential
@lizzo Get me an average but good car. Put money in savings finally. Move out of the metal shop I’m low key living in. Eat a good bowl of pho. Go back to finishing my education. Breathe again.
@JackPosobiec@MattWalshBlog Stop breed hate. In the same way we blame certain humans with mental illness for things who suffer because lack of care, let’s just promote better care for our animals. They do not choose to be here. Banning means they go where? On the streets? Dead? Let’s not be so myopic.
@MattWalshBlog I cannot stress how wrong and simple minded it is of you to think it’s the breed’s fault and not the owner.
ABSOLUTELY NOT.
Pitbull aggression is never it’s own fault.
Thought I was building life with someone and now I’m sleeping alone in a cold garage. How life always has a way of circling me back to myself.
And how I used to ignore it.
Losses on all ends. But gains, just the same.
Back to focusing on my art and the rest will fall in place.