being misunderstood while you’re already struggling is a different kind of exhaustion. now you have to survive what’s happening inside you and defend yourself from everyone who thinks you’re just being difficult.
God, please let me have a job that doesn’t take away my spark for life. A job that still lets me appreciate the wind blowing through the trees, that doesn’t leave me so exhausted I can’t even scramble some eggs for dinner when I get home.
nanti kalo hidup udah gak sesesak sekarang, semoga kita punya kesempatan untuk benar benar merasakan hidup ya.. bukan cuma untuk bertahan hidup seperti sekarang..
No one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between 'keep going, it'll get better' and 'I can't do this anymore I'm about to give up...
I cried today because I just want to experience a season of life where I'm not always recovering from something. It feels like there's always an ugly truth I'm having to confront, a belief I'm having to unlearn, more work to be done. It's exhausting and lonely.And yeah, I get that life isn't fair and that you have to just keep going. But i keep being resilient when what I'd really like is relief.