I remember one woman said sometimes she would turn off the electric lights, light some candles and eat homemade bread with hard cheese over the kitchen sink and pretend she was a tavern wench.
I don’t date, or want a companion. I don’t want this version of me perceived. I’d really like to kill her. Then I spiral. Sometimes I think of finding a place to actually do it. Somewhere pretty. I think, what if I
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cyes as big as their stomachs. At the party, eyes of ésmeraude turn to eyes of periwinkle mold,
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They think they can control EVERYTHING about my life (and my sister's) to prevent situations that they deem as negative. (I think they're terrified about everyone else being as judgemental as them and perceiving our "flaws" and blaming them as parents for them