ethan

i'll only burn

[ethan @outdatee]

owning a red carpet puts me at ease

[ethan @outdatee]

life on mars, what a time to be alive

[ethan @outdatee]

a series of events, part thirty one

[ethan @outdatee]

cut it out of me, i don't care for the loss of blood 🎶

[ethan @outdatee]

a series of events, part thirty

[ethan @outdatee]

day

[League of Legends @LeagueOfLegends]

The Ashen Exorcist has a new target in his sights. It’s time to free Vayne from her demonic curse ⚔️

[ethan @outdatee]

a series of events, part twenty nine

[AnimeTV チェーン @animetv_jp]

【Official Teaser】
Kagurabachi TV Anime
Scheduled for April 2027!

(Animation Production: Cypic)

✨More: https://t.co/thHkNsuCoQ

[ethan @outdatee]

a series of events, part twenty eight

[ethan @outdatee]

a series of events, part twenty seven

[Sheep Esports @Sheep_Esports]

[OFFICIAL] ARAM: Mayhem is here to stay! 🎲

Riot has announced they will continue to add new content and balance changes

There is no end date for the game mode currently planned

Via Riot Dev Update

[ethan @outdatee]

echoed my fear, it brought you here

[ethan @outdatee]

i hate this feeling

[ethan @outdatee]

time equates to nothing

[໊ @user0000O0]

what is it called when you can’t take it anymore but you keep taking it

[Tony Chau @SaskioLoL]

my therapist said i need to find healthy coping mechanisms for everything i've been through recently

so now i play 15 league games a day instead of 8

she said "find something that makes you feel in control"

lady i am FREEZING waves at 4 am with tears rolling down my face.

i have never felt more in control in my life.

she said "try journaling your emotions"

i AM journaling. every game is an entry. 3/17 yasuo mid? that's a rough game.

14/2 renekton top? that's a top gap.

my opgg is my emotional diary and it's more honest than anything i could write in a notebook

she said "are you sleeping?"

sleep is for people who don't have LP to recover

she said "are you eating?"

i ate a cold pizza at 2 am between a loss streak and a win streak does that count

she said "this isn't what i meant by coping"

but here's the thing doc

for the first time in weeks i'm not thinking about what happened

i'm thinking about spacing not spiraling

i'm thinking about my next game not my last mistake

you call it unhealthy

i call it the only thing keeping the lights on upstairs

15 games a day

zero time to feel sorry for myself

the grind doesn't heal you

but it keeps you busy enough to let the healing happen on its own

Study the Saskio way

[ethan @outdatee]

accomplishments are transient

[ethan @outdatee]

a series of events, part twenty six

[ethan @outdatee]

the difference between medicine and poison is in the dose 🎶