these things are, as you see, not only the speech of a certain someone or discourse of any one of us but universally intermediated by the significatory subject position
the insight "a thought comes when it will, not when I will" could be perfected by the addition: "a thought is willing to come when I am willing to be addressed by others" that is, to enter the mind of another for a while
ultimately, this move can only be meaningfully expressed by those who bear witness as if they themselves will have been integral to the total act and will have historically overseen the past from the present
this higher move is itself willing and not authorized by knowledge alone, because it assumes the unknown consequence of the act to be known as though already present to those who achieved it