@0N1Zxen @thefactgotmastr My recovery has been really back and forth, but I do appreciate the sentiment. The logical part of my brain knows that I should stop but the urge is just so damn strong. ):
I like that after getting a bipolar diagnosis my family treats me like I’m crazy now instead of someone who can feel negative emotions and not be in an episode.
@Softdecay_mp3 Genuinely thank you for the concern, I’ve been going through it lately and just being acknowledged gives me a bit more clarity through it all.
Although life circumstances is preventing me from going inpatient rn, I will try some more harm reduction!!
How high should I get to cvt myself tonight? Should I stop being a pussy and actually go for beans? Do yall want me to take vids?
Ughhhhhh I need more 18+ oomfs to whine to PLEASEEEE
#sledtwt#slittwt#988twt#988shtwt
I’m just gonna start lying to my mom about my recovery. My therapist and I are working on harm reduction but my mom takes my blades every time I cvt- which makes me want to go bigger and deeper when I do because I need to make it worth losing a blade.
God I’ve been doing the side of my thigh for a hot minute I forgot how painful it was to hit bby beans on the tops of my thighs 😩
#988twt#988shtwt#slittwt#sledtwt#selfharm#selfharmtwt
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