⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹

[stressed @onlystresstoday]

detach. detach. detach. let it be. let it go. let it end.

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

@teethareboness I’m glad you were able to get medical help for those ones! That can be super scary!! Do you think the stitches reduced the size or look of the scar overall, or no?

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

@Evie770959 @esilacals Omg what speeds do you do and when out of that 30 mins? Whats your height and SW if you don’t mind? I’m barely 5 feet and struggle to find people with similar height

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

@dariacore__ PLEASE REMEMBER that your calorie intake and needs change without a limb!!!! And also to take care of yourself physically while healing, an amputation is extremely serious and taxing in many ways!!!!

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

@dariacore__ Tbh it’s really weird for me to think of how in order to sleep I need to be drugged, but ✨professionally✨ and paid for by me.

Joining you soon in groggy zombified realm where you wake up with wrappers and crumbs in your bed with no memory of eating anything </3

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

@dariacore__ AH seroquel girly here too and omg I literally become “drunk” when my seroquel+clonodine+antihistamine combo hit. Like my doctors said the sedation makes me essentially drunk before I go into zombie mode lol. Make sure to let your doc know if you feel too sedated!!!!

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

@dariacore__ @puppifiedcorpse Was there a reason for the amputation beside you requesting it/due to your struggles with BIID? Or was it removed after actions made in an attempt to get an amputation? I’m sorry that you have to deal with BIID, and wishing you a safe recovery!! /gen

[kage @sukikage_]

“their loss” but they’re doing fine without me and i’m the one up at 3am

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

@lu2uuv Anything my mom bakes or cooks, especially because then I have to sit with the house smelling amazing for a while before anything’s even out of the oven yet </3

[♡ @velunehq]

Nevrine

[🕷️ @rtzvv]

NEVER open up. NEVER think it’s okay to b vulnerable.

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

I think I’ll be stuck on this decision the rest of my life..

[shii 🫀🦌 @mel988qw]

Would you rather:

a) know the calories to EVERYTHING you eat automatically

b) lose 10kg right now

c) wish your fp came back

[a broken soul @abrokensouI]

how it feels to walk away from someone that once felt like home

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

@sugarwhir1 @ThePinkValley @SpikeyRoot Omg I just made a post asking because I don’t know why it won’t work for me??? Like my fingers are fully at the back of my throat yet only saliva comes up :(

[⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨ ᰔ • 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕 • ᰔ ୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ @Softdecay_mp3]

Anyone have tips on how to p*rge?

I’ve been sticking my fingers so far back (to the epiglottis+further) and my eyes water, but I just gag super hard and lots of saliva comes out. My stomach muscles contract and everything but no vomit :(

How longs this take? #edrtwr #bptwt