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steady decline

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@thepetalroom omg arigato grande is back

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okay

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my fav past time activity is watching river monsters at the moment

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hey so interact with me if you're also crawling back to edwtwt in the winter after gaining a bit xxxxxxxx

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𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶ♱ ྀིྀ

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LMAO WHY DID I COME ACROSS MYSELF ON TIKTOK

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@Ellexskinni ur not stupid, and it's a chronic form of depression - also known as peristant depressive disorder

kinda like living in a gray fog where ur not severely depressed but also not happy at all.
feels a bit like being an alive ghost

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dysthymia is horrible

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@Dizzy_Dreamsx ah very cute!! goodluck today! <3

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i'm sorry but ariana is absolutely body goals to the ill minded like me

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what a day

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@gingerdiaryyy 3-4!! copper haircolors are soooo pretty

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nothing is funny when your hair is greasy

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@blackswannx hellooo >w<

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hey y'all i'm back 😜

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the bruises left a mark somehow - still there and it's almost been a month, what the hell

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subcutan morphine injection left me bruised as fuck

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i've been so inactive but i did lose +-3kg since i stopped being active on edtwt, i can imagine the constant talking about food or weight doesn't help a soul with actually losing it

listen to ur body, you end up consuming less than you think is necessary

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subcutan morphine injection left me bruised as fuck

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i puked for the first time in 7-8 years yesterday (suddenly got sick) and since i've just started disconnecting from myself ughhhh i hate vomiting