Made my own protein balls and they were just okay, kinda too sweet, but then I put them in the freezer for a day and rolled them in bitter cocoa powder and they're kinda fire
me: hi-
OCD: "if you gain weight even just an ounce you'll starting binging in response until your 1000lbs then you'll accidentally fall and crush a small child with your mass and you'll be known as the fat lady who crushed a small child to death"
Why does refusing something unhealthy that you originally agreed to eat feel almost worse than eating it. Tried to be chill with less steps today but here I am walking around my neighbourhood at 11pm so I don't freak out
Woke up in the middle of the night on the verge of another religious scrupulousity phase and thought it might fix my ed but woke up for work this morning feeling exactly the same so