no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between “its okay, i don't care. i'm fine” and “i don't know how much more i can take”.
being high functioning is a curse because no one takes the intensity of what i say im dealing with seriously and then are confused when it boils over. even if i cut through my masking and just directly tell people how i feel, they dont often believe me
that me “eating more” isn’t a good thing. i don’t have the self control rn to eat an appropriate amount of food. praising me when you see me eating icecream out of the tub or hauling a cart of junk home makes me feel even worse. bingeing isn’t any better for me than starving.
Can people who dont actually struggle with binges stop making threads on how to stop binging. I am tired of seeing “just imagine how horrible you will feel after!” in every fuckinf thread
now why did my parents have to bring home a whole shopping bag full of cookies from the store today 😭 if i dont binge today it will be an actual miracle
now why did my parents have to bring home a whole shopping bag full of cookies from the store today 😭 if i dont binge today it will be an actual miracle
@salemscrucible i look forward to seeing your posts on my tl bc youre always so cool and fun and i always think about how pretty you are when you post your face on priv!!