I feel like im loosing my friend n idk what to do. My emotions are so shitty rn n im trying to fix them im really fucking trying. But there’s so much going on and idk what to do anymore.
Why am I like this what the actual fuck is wrong in my head that I act like this. I could’ve just wired but now I feel like a fucking dick and god why. Why am I fucking like this.
Crazy that I thought someone like her would like someone like me. She’s so fucking gorgeous n im just here. I look gross, I look fat, im not even worthy of being loved atp. I’m literally fucking nothing.