I’m 50 years old.
Which means I have less time than most of you 20-year-olds scrolling for answers.
But time brings clarity.
I’ve spent the past few months consulting CEOs and large companies—
one of them has over 120 employees.
I’ve helped others grow, scale, lead…
But in the process, I lost the one thing I came here for:
Time.
This platform was supposed to give me time to create—not take it away.
So now I’m shifting.
I’m no longer building for other small groups of people.
I’m building myself for the huge amount of people online.
I’ve been told to start a YouTube channel since YouTube existed.
But I never saw what others saw in me.
I help people transform their self-image…
But I ignored my own.
Friends, coworkers, cousins, even my sister told me I was funny.
"Bah! Whatever!" - I thought to myself.
I didn’t believe it.
I didn’t relate to it.
I didn’t even watch myself on video until last year.
When I did…
I finally saw what everyone meant.
I even realized I look like my dad after he passed away.
It’s funny how self-image works.
I’ve spent decades helping others edit theirs.
But never gave mine a single cut.
Even now, most wouldn’t call me an introvert.
But I still feel like one.
Yet here I am—ready to go all in.
Obsessed.
Skipping the gym.
Running on little sleep.
Not because I’m forcing myself…
Because this flows.
If I open an eye, I'm up and all in.
I’m about to launch something wild:
A multi-layered, multi-character content system
built to educate, entertain, and explode online.
I’ll use everything I’ve got:
> Acting.
> Comedy.
> Singing.
> Wit.
> Strategy.
And firepower.
In a few weeks,
I’ll announce a goal so bold,
most of you will think I’m delusional.
But I’m not thinking 2025.
I’m thinking 2030.
This isn’t just about going viral.
This is about reclaiming time and summoning my childhood dreams.
About outshining every version of who I was before.
To those who’ve been patient—thank you.
I miss engaging with your content.
But I’ve had to disappear to go deeper.
As Arnold said: I’ll be back.
And when I return…
the floodgates will open.
Because SilverTop has died.
It’s time to meet Pablo.
Fer Real.
You see, people go to their boring jobs not because they like it but because they are motivated by money not mood. Behind that motivation is the wish to buy shiny things or risk homelessness.
Marketers and copywriters are experts in spotting pain points and creating problems with words to sell.
So they framed motivation as a feeling but feelings come and go instead of creating a powerful "why", which is your motivation.
Ironically, they are motivating you to read on and buy their solution.😆
How ya'll doing?
Life outside SM is great and I'm bored of X in general, taking some days off.
My course just needs a couple of refinements, so I'm coming back soon but I'm no longer doing the same.
Making people laugh like I do in real life is gonna be my future content.