At least ada 3 insight yg kudapat dari beliau.
Pertama, ARV bikin viral load undetect & CD4 naik, tapi ga melindungi dari IMS lain (sifilis, HPV, hepatitis, dll). ODHIV jg lebih rentan komplikasi karena immune recovery ga pernah 100% sempurna plus inflamasi kronis.
Yah namanya manusia, pas lg susah2nya, dia nyariin, minta bantuin kite kasih yekan, nah skrg giliran kebalik nih, gak ada respon samsek 😂
P.S: ini bukan soal materi, tapi soal waktu.
And when you’re in that place… when every day feels like survival instead of living… the idea of ending it all doesn’t always feel like a terrible choice.
Sometimes… it just feels like the only way out 🙂
I used to ask myself this question over and over again, almost like I was trying to convince myself of something — “why do people choose to end their lives instead of trying to fix what’s broken?” It never made sense to me.
Maybe it sounds wrong. Maybe it sounds like something someone without faith or hope would say. But the truth is… not everyone has the same strength at the same time. Some people are fighting battles so deep and so silent that no one around them even realizes they’re drowning.