The Missouri bill is a total ban on trans adult care.
1) It says you need 3 years of "intense dysphoria."
2) "Intense dysphoria" will cause depression, anxiety.
3) Depression, anxiety, disorders must be cured first.
4) If you cure it, they'll say the dysphoria wasn't "intense"
Just so you know, your soulmate is going to find you attractive, regardless of your hair, your expression, or your experience. They’re still going to find you fuqqing hot so do what YOU want. Get that full sleeve, dye your hair, be loud, be crazy, just do what YOU want.