unfortunately (or not), it's true that you have to delude yourself into believing that everything will be alright in order for things to eventually turn out alright. as silly as it sounds, #hopemaxxing and #joymaxxing are the keys to living a good life.
being sensitive is so embarrassing, like how am i supposed to tell you that i am upset because your "vibes" are slightly off and it made me feel like that you hate me