vince

shedtwt 19 diagnosed bpd

[vince @paranoidwince]

i’m so alone

[vince @paranoidwince]

kill me actually do it god i want to bash my head into a wall i want to die i cant do this i hate myself

[vince @paranoidwince]

oh yeah and bf cheated on me cuz i’m worthless and fat and not good enough >_< i should just slit

[vince @paranoidwince]

i’m so fucking friendless!!!!!!!!!! thought abt texting my One friend about something and realizing she’d get mad at me about it so now i have no one to text

[vince @paranoidwince]

jerking off while thinking of bf is so fucking pathetic i should starve so i can be worthy of him maybe

[vince @paranoidwince]

he changed his lockscreen password bc of me LOLLLLL i should kms

[eila ؛ଓ @fairyeila]

i want a toxic codependent relationship where we never have to worry about breaking up because we would kill ourselves without each other

[vince @paranoidwince]

im friendless and disgusting please dont leave me

[vince @paranoidwince]

my throat hurts from purging and i’m sad and lonely and desperate for something i cant put into words. i’m sad im sad im sad i need help i need to cut

[vince @paranoidwince]

i hate myself so much i shouldve never eaten today and i hate myself for needing attention and i feel bad that he doesnt notice how muxh i need him. i need his tongue down my throat i need him to hold me so tight it leaves bruises i need HIM HIM HIM HIM

[vince @paranoidwince]

purged at work and havent eaten since and im hungry and impulsively told my bf i want a sweet treat but now im sober from the hunger and hate myself bc i refused him harshly when he gave me something to eat lol

[vince @paranoidwince]

i want more and more and more and i wish he were obsessed with me like i am with him

[vince @paranoidwince]

i’m so scared hes gonna leave me and i’m so sad and tired and lonely and i just miss hik so much but whenever i’m with him it doesnt feel like enough

[vince @paranoidwince]

my bf begged me to eat yesterday bc i refused to bc im fat bruh what is my life. why r u begging a fat bitch to eat

[vince @paranoidwince]

smoking after purging a binge gotta be top 5 best feelings

[vince @paranoidwince]

@heartfatui its cyz ur dchizoid just get diagnosed

[vince @paranoidwince]

wrong it makes me wnat to bash my head into a wall. they were right i am a social creature somewhat. i hate that i need anyone at all

[siros @heartfatui]

This is how self isolation and self harm feels like

[vince @paranoidwince]

so i didnt fast. i ate then threw it all up lmao im gonna fast now instead

[vince @paranoidwince]

i displayed so many bpd symptoms jus by looking back at my old twts woah no wonder mg psych was so certain

[vince @paranoidwince]

looking back at this account and seeing the emotional rollercoaster i wemt through is crazy, nowadays i dont feel anything anymore, just rage and restlessness. i feel like i want to throw up but its always just because i drank too much water. i dont feel much anymore

[vince @paranoidwince]

nothing really fulfills me i just want to get a job faster so i can work for 8 hours and not need to eat. i dont want to do any of the basic edtwt stuff like walking 10k steps. i want to rot and not feel bored. i am so damn bored every single day