I missed holding your hand when I got confused like this. I missed burying my face to your chest when I need to hide the ugly snots. I missed hugging you when I need some warmth. OTHER PEOPLE CAN DO THAT BUT I STILL FEEL COLD AND LONELY.
You made me fall way too deep. I can't reach anyone. I'm trying to, but my mind keep coming back to think about us again. My mind keep telling me that I betrayed the promise to make you as my last one. So illogical. So weird that I have known the truth but I'm still wrecked.
This is the first time I cry after our departs. The word reminds me of how beautiful and sweet we were. How you asked me to be yours, how you proposed me, how you pampered me. I love our memories way too much. I love us too much.
Let me be honest to you. Although you're gone to another universe, you still can't be replaced by anyone. No matter how hard I try to love them. I still love our memories too much, love. @YJeonghxn