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a non canon portrayal of two time from #forsaken#rptwt
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"FUUUCK.....I can't have shit i ruined a friendship for sure what am I supposed to do i just admitted I killed my ex TO HER SHE WILL DISLIKE ME FOREVER FUCK!" while saying this they were pacing back and forth in a hall "great just GREAT"
slowly but surely they fell asleep for awhile the crying and bleeding took alot out of them mentally and physically but would wake up a hour later to leave quietly but looked back to tailgate "....sorry for the mess especially since you were feeling unwell yourself...."
deserve anyone! I just should die alone and miserable....." their sobs became loud and uncontrollable "i am haunted by my parent and their grip over me to make me kill them azure didnt need to die I should of ran away with him but I didnt I listened to the elder and killed him"
"I feel terrible that i....๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ he didnt deserve that and i.....dont deserve him!" they moved to hold onto her tightly "I dont deserve you either I just know I'll hurt you too....I cant keep doing this i miss being loved and having someone to love but I dont...
"....your very pretty like a doll....of course your a doll" they gave a weak laugh before giving a shaky breath at hearing the second question of 'him?' "....azure before he was the guy I showed you....in the photo he....didnt always look like that....he was just a human and i.."
him?
[ she hadn't meant to say that out loud, but curiosity got the better of her. who could they be talking about? it sort of ate on her.
but she knew when she needed to be quiet. ]
more scars...." they placed a hand on their helm for a moment before patting slightly ".....you really remind me of him...." they slowly teared up "and it makes me wonder if I even worth your time i ruined their life I dont wanna ruin yours"
they nodded slightly and sighed softly "maybe I should go to rung but I fear of worrying someone else...." looked away for a moment before back to her "you're truly a doll" they chuckled softly "i think the bleeding has mostly stopped they shouldn't be deep to cause...
though seeing they just avoided that suggestion, she decided to switch the subject and answer Two Timeโs next question. ]
we call it a berth. but i guess it could be called a bed? either or i guess. it doesnโt really matter to me.
a almost mumble of a small voice "I should be fine...." they laughed alittle and went to help tailgate back to their bed quietly "....its not really a bed what is it called then?"
"let's get you back in bed frist yeah?..." they blinked slightly feeling slightly lightheaded despite losing only very little blood they wanted the other safe "I...." sigh "I might of lost myself in a moment and scratched at my scars on my arms" this was said in a small voice
at somepoint they somewhat snapped out of it and slowly got up and went to head to @tailgatingit's hab quietly as possible trying to hide their arms but they just got the bloody mess everywhere before finally getting to the hab and knocking on the door ".....tailgateeeee~"
two time was somewhere in the ship their zip up off so they could stare at their scars on arms they went to scratch at them quietly nothing terrible could happen right? they kept scratching and scratching until there was blood for a moment they stopped and went to keep
two time was somewhere in the ship their zip up off so they could stare at their scars on arms they went to scratch at them quietly nothing terrible could happen right? they kept scratching and scratching until there was blood for a moment they stopped and went to keep
@tailgatingit they chuckled slightly knowing she wasnt convinced but oh well if she didnt push they were safe for now "well i hope you have a good day really"
@tailgatingit "ah....i see thats terrible maybe?" they chuckled nervously rubbing the back of their head thinking back to the night before frowning alittle