no roses for my grave
🌹 ilya centric / hollanov background
🌹 15k, E
🌹 missing scenes from ep 5 (with book canon featured)
🌹 mild svetlana / ilya
🌹 ilya rozanov needs a hug
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@minrozanov literally same like i’ve written almost 150K in a month once because i was fuelled by the power of audhd and fest deadline. it definitely is one of those “depends” situations.
@ganseyyiii thank you!! and idk either but ever since i updated the app a couple weeks ago, most tweets for me are restricted (fic screenshots, edits, gifs) if they discuss/show anything sexual.
@marlbdesperado@ilyasroza i think bc ilya was just talking about how unsafe russia is and his family would be of no help bc they’re police, and shane felt the need to clarify if the sick (following right after how he’s old fashioned) was like “and he’s a sick sick man” type of sick or literally sick.
@IlyasCigarette i have that scene from the book imprinted in my brain bc shane is thinking about his speed skater friend named dev who is gay and my desi ass latched onto it
@lettiehatters @protectheflames ofc they might not go this route at all. maybe he’s just keeping her at arm’s length because it’s hard approaching loved ones when you’re depressed, they could take any route with this. but that’s one thing to consider is what i mean. there are more unspoken factors.
@lettiehatters @protectheflames not that necessarily, i honestly don’t know if they’ll even explore this. but if someone i deeply loved could possibly get in serious trouble for fraternising with/supporting me i’d try and keep them out of it as much as possible. esp if i already know they suspect it.
@chasingbodies i will say i have never once pictured him white. from the get go i just pictured him south asian hhh (like from the moment i read his book, not necessarily when he was making cameo appearances earlier).
@uhbucky sorry for the long para. also if you are looking for technique, take short form tutorials with a pinch of salt (bc they can be end goal focused not process/study focused, hence all the “you’re doing this wrong” etc). study from resources recommended by pros/art students.