I was never built for casual. I’m a big ass yearner. I want to touch ur soul and understand why you are the way you are. I wanna know ur fears, know all the bad things you’ve done and understand you completely. so that I can love you even more.
di umur segini kayaknya the kind of love that i actually want tuh yang consistent, secure & steady deh.
mau yang menggebu gebu kalau gak bikin secure karena tingkahnya inconsistent jg percuma kayanya
gua rasa semua orang harus coba ngerantau minimal sekali seumur hidup karena by then baru akan ketahuan lebih bisa milih ngadepin loneliness atau ngadepin bareng-bareng dengan dinamika keluarga
setara itu bukan harus sama
pendidikannya, tapi nyambung pola pikirnya. bukan harus dari background yang sama, tapi punya value dan prinsip yang sejalan, setara bukan soal siapa kerja dimana, tapi seberapa luas cara dia ngeliat dunia. karena kalau hidup harus sama persis ya capek
i gave you a version of me that doesn't exist for anyone else and i don't even know why i chose to do it with you. i treated you like you were different from the rest of the world. and maybe you really were or maybe it was just me needing to believe it.