Just sigh

Things never turn out how you plan so you might as well go with it

[whale @thrivingthin]

automatically the first thing I think people think of me when they see me is: fat

[joanne @Prettyinthin]

I am too fat to have an eating disorder

And this only applies to me; for everyone else, weight does not determine ED

#edprobs

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

Sat on a swing like the drunken unwanted mess I am

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

Just because you can't see new self harm cuts doesn't mean I'm happy or coping well

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

Alcoholism is my new self harm. Its slower and less externally obvious. Plus it breaks me away from reality

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

My hair is puuurrple yeees 💜💜💜 not tried to take any selfies yet so no pictures for u guys quite yet aha 😝

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

I honestly have no idea how much I weigh since my boobs and bum have taken all my weight gain. It's not important, how I feel and look is.

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

Lol turns out I don't have depression. Im bipolar. Yay :)))

At least these antidepressants are making me constantly manic so can't sleep☺

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

Got no rolling pin so I've found a new favorite weapon to bruise myself up with - a knife sharpener lol :))) 😂

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

Nutrition is key. I look and feel my best when fueling my body, and yes that also means including calorie dense food

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

All my weight has been mainly going to my bum and boobs so im just greatly thankful for my genetics

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

Hope I stay with this body positive attitude

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

Actually loving my waist today ✌ for some reason its a cm or 2 smaller lol no bloating id say

[Just sigh @pathetic_fat_]

Why am I trying so hard to sort my life out when I just get more thrown at me? I want out.