nobody else will love u the way i love u ᨳ𐔌՞҂ ˕ ֊՞𐦯ᜊ
⚠︎ mentally ill perv thanks her captor for making her the prettiest victim! 4K 240 FPS Ი ᰍ ݃ she/her 21+
btw i have chronic sleep issues btw you could totally take advantage of me btw you could totally do it multiple times in one day btw bc sometimes i can sleep for 12+ hours btw
and maybe one day ill find the words without feeling like im the tiniest person ever, like my voice isnt snatched out of my chest and i must recoil backwards in hopes to catch just a pinch of it, so when its time to beg you to stay because ill be everything you want, youll listen
so what if im like every bpd girl and go nonverbal when we’re upset, you love me right? you love me even when i cant find the words to tell you i love you, you hurt me, and if i keep speaking i’ll lash out because im rotten inside no matter how hard i try to be your angel? right?
you’ll find a way to understand its not you, its just my sick, icky, rotting brain, and its not you, its me, im the small, pathetic girl trying to keep up and be as big as you, but i know im destined to fail because im terrified to be hurt, so i stop, and hurt and hurt and hurt