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24 • she/her • #actuallyautistic

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

I have a feeling I'm going kill myself. Maybe not today or tomorrow or next month but I'll die by suicide

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

Imagine actually feeling content in your body

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

I stopped taking my meds and now I’m one minor inconvenience away from jumping out of a window

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

It’s my birthday and I’m still fat. What a joke

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

I feel like a failure

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

If anorexic why fat?

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

Atypical anorexia is such a scam

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

My birthday is a little over a month away and I’d like to have lost around five kg by then

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

Why do I stop taking my medication when I know it’s the only thing that keeps me stable?

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

I’m sad

[zach @McKeeZach]

There’s a difference between being happy and being distracted from sadness

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

Imagine being pretty

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

I think I want to lose a little weight aka I’m gonna start a new restrict/binge/purge cycle

[₊˚ zozo ₊˚. @twicekg]

srry i am not too active anymore i dont have anorexia anymore😭😭

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

I hope you’re all doing well 💕

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

I’m now properly medicated and I’m doing better. I’m fully weight restored but I’m still in treatment. I’ve gotten a lot of help, therapy and counselling on how to understand and live as an autistic person in the past eight months which has improved my mental health

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

Hi y’all. It’s been a while but I’m back. I’m sorry if my absence has been a reason for concern or stress for any of you. Twitter became a toxic place for me and I needed a break

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

I wish I cool drop out of life as easily as I dropped out of uni

[Eurovision Song Contest @Eurovision]

The winner of the #Eurovision Song Contest 2021 is...ITALY! 🇮🇹🇮🇹🇮🇹🇮🇹🇮🇹

[𝔖𝔬𝔣 🌸 @patheticutter]

I can’t believe I’m 21 and still useless 🥰