You exist inside of your mind. Every day is a great chance to prove to God & everyone around you that you are who you say you are.
You can be happy because in your mind you decided to be.
You can be sad because in your mind you've decided to be. You control your state of mind.
The most successful people don't brute force their way through life. They take one clear step forward, then they pay attention. The path reveals itself as they move.
Imagine there was a way to know if you're in the good old days before you've actually left them...
How would you take that in?
What would you do differently?
How would you immerse fully?
The never ending cycle of self-sabotage:
→ Self-doubt → Withdrawal → Standstill → Restart→ Enthusiasm →
... unless you become aware of it and do something about it.