Everyday I'm in that house . Everytime in That room . It was from the past so why can't i get rid of that memory ? It's always on my mind . In everytime i feel extremely happy i just go back in time and remember . Did I really deserve this ?! Will god hide on me something great?
And unfortunately i feel in loneliness and I don't know why !!! Why this feelings ? I'm alone there is a many people around a 50 person a 200 maybe ! But still i feel loneliness , I guess that i can't stop that feel . No one in this world can stop my loneliness
The worst thing I've ever feel in ( loneliness) and I wonder why I'm feeling this way even if people around me i still feel lonely my family stand by my side and my friends + the people who loves me and people who care about and people who want to stay with me i feel bad for them
every day , moments by moments , happier , my days are the same but my mind and my feelings are not so I'm thankful for my family for people who around me and the important things that I'm thankful for myself and i see that I deserve happiness and I'm get what I deserve
i had the same life nothing changed and i have same days and I don't sleep to run away from life ,not at all ,i just can't sleep well because I'm afraid to miss every single moment of my beautiful life , although my days are the same ,my beautiful life I'm living happiness
To be honest i hate that feeling, you know , when you are happy with everyone around with them but you will never be happier with them as much as your happiness with that one person it's annoying feeling