the neurodivergent obsession with trying to figure out why someone did what they did. replaying it. analyzing it. asking your friends. asking your therapist. asking your friends again. because your brain literally cannot accept that some people are just cruel for no reason.
no amigo hoy no puedo el porrito que me convidaste ayer me despertó una psicosis esquizofrénica persecutoria que vengo cargando en los genes hace generaciones asiq estoy descifrando si me odian todos o solo me odio yo pero mañana puede ser
you meet someone new and y'all bond so effortlessly and you're like "where have you been all my life?!" Then weeks later they go back to where they have been all your life