riri ！

𐔌 🌈🦄 he ♡ she Ი︵𐑼 always lesbians 🍮🐾⋆.⌗₊

︵ taken by the sweetest angel .

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

why did i say year????

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

oh wow itsbeen a whole year since ive posted here (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠) i was on and off abt recovery nd well um yea that is not rly working out for me and im tired so im back lol

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

that i had literally 6 months 6 MONTHS!! to lose all this & get to wheere is comfortable for a lil bit of gain but sigh its ok . i was attempting recov nd failed n struggled for like no reason idk

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

i think ill be ok losing a bit before my surgery like Not insanely fast bc thatd be stupid!!!!!! I've been saving up for top surgery And working from sunrise to sunrise And gah its so so hard even the thought of maintaining leading up and after which is why im so upset

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

like oh em gee looking back inhad it so good I literally looked smaller than bmi 17 n I kept calling myself fat like bruh

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

i post as sort of a humilation ritual

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

eerr,, its gonna be so.embarassing starting over

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

im happy Im 21 bc now i can buy cigs i had hoped to honestly give up on recov n be at my ugw my birthday and instead gained for it to be the shittiest day ever so Lol

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

i guess i have to make a new intro Ohh yeah i turned 21 too

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

oh wow itsbeen a whole year since ive posted here (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠) i was on and off abt recovery nd well um yea that is not rly working out for me and im tired so im back lol

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

@cinnamon_mira THIS IS SO CUTE?????

[☥ @rosiesrib]

if u lock in now you’ll be thin by summer

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

wondering how diff id be at my lw at this age . . i do get pretty sad seeing how much bonier ppl R at my lw ? ? lik i wasnt skinny fat but my bones just wouldnt show idk

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

i can b ok w low 16s ig tho

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

bmi 15 is so prettyy,, i need it ♡ its the sweet spot

[lola lou ୭ @doekiddo]

my one singular new years resolution is to lose a concerning amount of weight

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

eekk whats keeping me going right now is thinking abt my future w my gf !!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe im an adult still .. and im 20...

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

didnt realize wat i was doing & accidentally ate 745 cals for the day ah . trying to stau below 500 , ill just eat less tmr

[riri ！ @paws4uu]

eep . . unsure if i shld break my 40 hr fast

[violet ⚢ @violet_franz]

fuck avoidance, i want lesbian clinginess

[ron @CaineGPT]

if my girl tells me to die i die that's the natural progression of things