@pwfect I love you and it's going to be okay. I am happy you aren't upset about it but this isn't something that is an issue and neither are you. it's okay to feel this way it's okay to be distant. You are loved and cared for no matter how u are or what u feel
"It'll get better" "its only temporary" but all my problems are stuff that wont end up ever going away and ill have to constantly take meds to feel "better" until i die
I genuinely need evidence ane change when i ask for reassurance or i genuinely wont ever feel better but that's too much for everyone so i just shut up and deal with the misery of guilt and anxiety