“embarrassment is a under explored emotion, go out there and make a fool of yourself” on god everything u want is on the other side of that, I’ve gotten far with my blinders on.
my therapist said “people who struggle with anxiety & depression can’t remember a lot, bc they're too busy focusing on how to get through each moment so they don t actually experience what is happening to them, causing them to not form the memory they were supposed to” felt that.