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[payjay @payjaybaybay]

The mom guilt is hitting HARD tonight. 😔

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

The fact I have to be somewhere in 12 hours makes me want to cry. I just want to stay home & nap all day long. 😭

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

@royalbliss can’t wait to see you guys today at #TasteofMadison for the first time! Your song “Into the Night” our wedding song last October! Hoping maybe to hear it today! 🤞💕💍

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

Mitchell got to feel little miss kick tonight! My heart couldn’t be more full right now. 👣🥰

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

I can’t believe I’m going to have TWO children. I’m so emotional. 😭

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

I just love me an ice cold Dr Pepper 🤤

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

The thought of giving birth brings me to literal tears. The trauma from my first time kills me.

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

Today is the day we get to celebrate Baby Robbins! My heart could just explode, I cannot wait to meet you little mister! 🥹💛

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

Just heard baby #2’s heart beat for the first time. The tears were flowing for sure. 💕

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

I’m in a funk. So annoyed with myself lately. 😔

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

Cause all I ask is if you'd take it easy on meAnd just forget the past.
And dream of something worth fighting for.Don't you waste your time.
The high won't last forever. 🎶💔

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

“Never let the family you came from damage the family that came from you.”

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

You’re too blind to see you have a disease. Love pills & whiskey more than you love me. Pint after pint, erasing our memories. If only you loved me like you love smokin’ weed. 🎶💔

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

Life is so fucking hard somedays.

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

We go on our honey moon soon & I’m so ready for the break. BUT, I’m heart broken that we’re not taking Ellie with us. Like, I cry daily about it. 💔💔💔

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

My child has been anti sleep for the last week & I’m strugglinggggg. 😴😪

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

Mom guilt is sooooo real. You never feel like you’re doing the right thing. 😣

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

Crying because I can’t wait for our honey moon but also can’t imagine leaving the country without Ellie girl. 😭💔

[braylonnn @braylon125]

Damn how much daylight they trying to save.?! It’s dark as fuck.

[payjay @payjaybaybay]

Don’t let anyone interrupt your peace… even if it’s your own parents. 😞