paytobe

pay to be i̷t̷ ̷m̷a̷y̷ ̷c̷o̷s̷t̷ ̷m̷y̷ ̷l̷i̷f̷e̷

[rich_lord @rich_lord]

Designs for a creature that can walk down a pipe.

[Wonder of Science @wonderofscience]

This ferrofluid audio-visualizer created by artist Dakd Jung dances to the music.

[paytobe @paytobe]

Desonestas abertas
Escaldadas
escadas tortas e penetras
ensino sentido em vão
porão vai de rés apenas
depois sentindo o chão que não
está
ar coitado encostado
no fio do frio do outono

[paytobe @paytobe]

livre pássaro voa
nem que diga nós
que toma e roa
que dê e tire
que morda a aranha
carnívora desmembra
sonhos sonhados em tempos fechados descalço aquece o núcleo
que amarra
ampara
que liga e separa
a vida da morte
o entretanto sem tampa

[paytobe @paytobe]

por escrever
por ouvir
por sorrir
e amar
um dia verás sobretudo
terás redoma serás breve
e infinito sem forma
voraz
atrás névoa delicada sem cara
adeus para
que sempre que nunca acabe
fica.

[paytobe @paytobe]

The intricate
The empty
The scene
How hard
And how slippery
It is to grasp
This Intangible and demeaning
The indefinite continuum
Of senseless words

[paytobe @paytobe]

This show of shadows
And superficial desires
Voided of meaning
And brimming of near truths
The pretentious unpretentious
Of what once felt
Was an appropriate part.

[paytobe @paytobe]

One feels alone.

[paytobe @paytobe]

One imitates the expression of others, like a parrot. A special camouflage to go unnoticed.

[paytobe @paytobe]

One once thought, those who gave of themselves, were welcomed and their ideas thrived with Humanity, one had hope.

[paytobe @paytobe]

One now ponders if exponentially is “anti-natura”, one’s solitude may be a probability regulation function, maybe.

[paytobe @paytobe]

One drowns in humility and frustration.
One is sad, since one is born, a stranger.

[paytobe @paytobe]

Time won’t be enough,
And it’s probably too late anyway.

[paytobe @paytobe]

One can’t dialogue eloquently, language is a very imperfect tool. Too many possibilities, so many misunderstandings. Conflicts, disappointments, assumptions. Two sided monologues, accusations. Broken hearts.

[paytobe @paytobe]

One may write, paint and draw. Mostly, conversations are attempted in one’s mind, back and forward, iterating over thousands of possibilities, the outcome is most often the same:

[paytobe @paytobe]

One won’t be understood, subjective reality is a telescope pointing in reverse.

[paytobe @paytobe]

One is silent.

[paytobe @paytobe]

One can’t dialogue eloquently, language is a very imperfect tool. Too many possibilities, so many misunderstandings.

[paytobe @paytobe]

Cars feels absurd and medieval,
so do restaurants and man made parks.
The frantic desires of others make one feel as not a part (of).

[paytobe @paytobe]

One does not understand how it’s possible to live in such disconnection.