pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt

♡ 22yo edtwt ♡
lowkey pr0 ☆
forced recovery is evil ☆
this is my online diary ☆

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

hating the body moodboard

[Catharina Senensis @Mother_Cathy]

Being alive is fucking disgusting
Chewing is fucking gross
Brushing your teeth and swallowing things and mouths are just fucking gross and I gave myself the heebie jeebies

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@mayssdiaryy I will name my beautiful children anorexia-nervosa, bulimia-nervosa, other-specified-feeding-or-eating-disorder and paul

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@ljlovesChrist i meannnnn not all ed spaces are toxic but for a lot yeah

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@mayssdiaryy @ElfiePukes LOL for me i just stopped snacking and it very slowly escalated

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

i need to work on my eating because with work i just lose everything i lose all my willpower and i seem to sob every day

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

starting to consider that either i should actually kill myself for real Or i should get on antidepressants and maybe antipsychotics

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@ilovemyugw damn ed spaces are kinda the same few posts forever

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

I wish I was just skinny and normal

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@hahahospital ohhh nevermind I understand what you mean now!!! i think they're meant to be like that, it's helpful in that it makes them low cal afffff

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@forestsnymph me

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@pe4rl111 tbh is it so different to how atheist people might say "oh my god"?

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@haIohearts @seraphimwaif same it's so dead now sadly

[malissa~ @babiestgirlisa]

Currently feeling like regina during her binge episodes

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@charfacez what do you think about less important jobs in healthcare like support worker if it's high restriction anyway?

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

i need to kill myself so badly it has never been more over for me and the fact it kinda feels like it has been more over for me in the past is proof that it's never been more over

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

i am a bad girlfriend but i promise i will be better this october i promise i can be better...

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@amels_angel interesting, for me iv experienced fainting and morning sickness but not hot flashes

[pea༉‧₊˚✧ edrtwt @pea_edrtwt]

@ihrtmzsu same