i’m in no way a jealous person, but hearing how some of my other classmates talk so little/lack respect about opportunities they get while im lowkey so desperate for one of their opportunities just makes me rage internally
went from trying to run & grabbing something important for a patient, to immediately picking up cheese itz in the middle of the hallway bc someone had a hidden stash in one of utility cloests
lowkey just done playing nice for the things i want. i want this fucking student tech position bc i want to be an amazing XR tech. my heart is too invested.
using every ounce of my energy to not be a bitter person, but if there’s one thing ive learned recently, is that i work too fucking hard to be in the position im in currently & i refuse to let people invalidate.
if you’re gunna hire a photographer to go through your trouble & end up for the RAWs at the end, you wasted your money & you could of just gotten those pics on your damn phone instead
3 reiterations of one set of photos, using 4 different monitors/screens to make sure they all look correct, zooming into pixels to fix colors, set time aside just to LOOK at the pictures once a day & making mental notes for the next day, & never feeling content w any of my work