i don't think broadcasting my every thought to a very large audience of strangers as a very mentally unstable person with no real social support system is a great idea but it sure is what im spending a lot of my time doing
@cupcakes4cals i want to get worse because i was emotionally neglected and dismissed my entire life. And the ideas/motivation, though the wording is weird, it might be a coping mechanism for people to deal with the disorder. it's easier to treat it as something discardable than to face the fact
@JANETEHKILLA oomf speaking absolute relatability. Hang on friend you deserve people who care about you and will be there for you even at your absolute worst