girl of your dreams

internet diary

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

I just watched shutter island for the first time

I turned into the patient by the end 😭

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

True love is when you obey God and remove yourself from someone’s life because He said so.
In your obedience, God can do something in that persons life. Change them/ mold them into what they’re destined to be.

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

don’t be surprised when women move on so fast from a toxic relationship
they already cried all those tears DURING the relationship
there’s nothing left to grieve!
look forward to a new day with new opportunities! lessons were learned!

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

I don’t want to be the type of woman that protects narcissistic , manipulative, abusive men.

or protects men that aren’t good period.

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

if I have to be the “villain” in your story to get you closer to God

then glory to God

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

I remember when I first accepted Christ at 19, I would always pray for more people I saw on here to follow Him. Classmates, old coworkers, etc. & years later God is so faithful, He answered my prayer.
God is good and you’re never too far gone. Happy resurrection day!

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

I think I’m having a good day but then I remember bamelarey on ig did not pay us for a job she needed help w 😭 and we proceeded to get in a car crash doing a job I should’ve never took in the first place 😭

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

& if anyone on ig offers you a job to help with a proposal
do not take it bc you won’t get paid 💀 iykyk

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

taking my car to fix the tire, to go fill up the tank, and cleaning it? All while I’m in the salon, like I feel pampered !

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

no one talks about how it feels walking away from someone you love to chose God

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

claiming you love somebody but yet treat them like garbage
makes zero sense

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

refreshing Daniel’s page as if I’m going today 💔💔💔💔💔

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

CRYING BC I GOT TO EXPERIENCE THE DIVINE FEMININE MAC MILLER LIVE 💔💔💔

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

I still can’t believe I got to experience the kiss land album live 😭

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

no one rlly gets how lonely it gets when you have no friends as a mom
No one to call on your baby free weekends
no one to make plans with for any occasion

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

my aesthetic is wearing big denim jeans w a hoodie, sitting on the beach
listening to indie music and painting

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

baby what do you want God to protect you from? you’re the devil himself 😭

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

everyone that comes into my life is just a lesson

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

the art of detachment

[girl of your dreams @peculivr]

be ok with not telling your side of the story