Also I’m putting this here on Twitter so I can get the evil out and not have to poison my wife’s day.
Masking is a double edged sword, and I try not too, but today I want too.
My stupid lizard brain is only sending me signals that say “give up” and “you’re a loser” and “you should be dead.”
I’m glad it’s not my anniversary and that I should be enjoying it with my wife.
Oh wait. It is. 10 years too.
I hate that my brain won’t let me enjoy this.
This is a good day, a great milestone, and something I never thought would happen too me.
Fuck my brain. I hate it more that it hates me.
You know your partner loves you when they ask YOU if you want to watch Nightmare on Elm St 3: Dream Warriors
Also if it’s not your favorite Nightmare movie, you’re wrong.
I’m super stressed but in the best way possible. I still work at TJ’s, but started another part time job learning how to officially train dogs. I pick up extra shifts at both.
While I’m here fuck Florida, Georgia, South Carolina, and somewhere else for restricting voting rights.
And fuck whatever flyover state legalized running over protesters.
In conclusion America is a piece of shit and I want out, but I’m too poor.
Also I’ve lost my train of thought like 5 times already and I don’t know if I had a point or proved a point I was trying to make but I’m ending here.
Long story short I’m sorry, I’m learning & changing and we need to let other people do the same. Please.
I’ve been thinking a lot about cancel culture, and while I have no problem with what happened to Gina Carrano or Bill Cosby or Louis CK. I do have a problem with people digging for dirt. 1/?
It seems like the same people that know/understand that our prison system doesn’t work or rehabilitate people want to then throw people into a social prison from which they can never recover.
7/?