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read smoking behind the supermarket
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So i avoid doing that. Thats what i wanted to say, im sorry.

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All the time i fall to scapism or simply distract myself. When i made this account and until certain point i truely felt that this wasnt part of this problem i have but i think it became just another place i turned my brain off and lied to myself dodging the why i wasnt interacti

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be a good listener or partener in a conversation. Im sorry, i truely want to just talk people here but im simply not a good person to talk in here or anywhere, save for some exceptions (and exception they are). Everytime i enter here i taint something that helped me in the past

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@oppaitekcore I feel like i can count on them less and less, but maybe im approaching it wrongly and i should pay more attention

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If i want to talk to people i usually think its better to start by talking when small thing happens and just be there but i feel thats not the right approach most cases and i should just go and talk

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@LainPlusArisu Im using the following tab more and more

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@motheaterwife Wich poem?

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@oppaitekcore What is a reverse trap

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@LainPlusArisu Me too, i cant seem to think any good answer or just anything worth

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Im gonna message people first any minute now

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I went to see the meteors and ita funny how its something so beautifull yet its just a white line on the sky, just a white line. Is it the knowledge that it was a meteor that gives the sight of it the amazement or is it just built like that

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Even talking here i feel this

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Usually when i talk to someone either the conversation moves too slow, normally when i dont know the other person very well, or i respond too slowly or too little. Sometimes i can talk normally but idk what makes me reach a place im talking normally, i dont really understand it.

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Even if im relaxed it doesnt translate to a more fluid speech. And sometimes when im nervous i can talk normally even when i feel i shouldnt. Maybe im confusing some feelings with others

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Doesnt seem like much has changed here, at least i didnt expect to recognize here so much

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Sometimes, rarely, when im close to falling asleep my eyes i halucinate something that jumps me awake. This time i was seeing smoke coming out of a headphone and i was certain it would explode, i grabbed it and was gonnas smash it away but i woked up fully before

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thinking that time so now i could have much more clerity of mind but i missed the mark again.

It was a good trip, i had fun and liked seeing them.

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When i went to the trip with a group of friends i was really nervous because it was a while since l hanged out with them and i could feel this awkwardness and distance that i couldnt really close on for some of them. I was specially stuck with one where we i have vivid memories

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how much i wanted for my speech to flow normally and for me to feel there really present. I cant think a good take away out of this, maybe it was just a acumulitive effort to speak normal with him that eventually i was able or something else. I should have documented what i was